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I live my life inside an ivy league with poison leaves
But I got tenure with a royal steez that voices dreams
Believing in the artist cats who hope for mastery
My sleeve can hold my heart, tricks, tats and both phylacteries
Running for the game, I’ll pass you on all fours
When I smile big they forecasted a dark storm
Heckle mainstream til the rapper is all horse
Life’s but a stage and I’m Statler or Waldorf
Wasting time tryna smile with all the new kids
I'd rather sniff glue lids, listen to Blue Lips
Or soothsay your true fate while hearing shoegaze
Went to sleep, clenching teeth, couldn’t eat for two days
I got no grace so I’m sposed to try affable
Dreams I must chase that most'd find laughable
Actually trapped inside the paradigm, oh fuck
Daily sacrifices like I’m Maid of Time, Homestuck
A thot lives in my head she pays rent and stays hidden
And knows the roof of the world leaks and I ain’t fix it
Vision’s formless, hear the singing of a liches’ chorus
My writing goes on for many pages, Mrs. Torrance
Pre-Egyptian like a Holocene anopheline
Deep encryption when I spit, kid, drink your Ovaltine
Or maybe I’m just blaring gibberish on stupid shit
It’s not like anyone would care to Google it (um)
Came here to puff and then I blaze the building
If beefin ain’t enough, I’ll beat you up and then I'll raise your children
Then teach em how to shave and pop wheelies on sidewalks
And file fraudulent tax claims and eat pizza and buy stocks
I’m on time clocks, a spitter’s what I’m sposed to be
And my head knocks only cus my fists are full of groceries
Gettin sober, gods can play while insect sleeping
Past October, now we run into the windswept season.
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No time for Netflix, enforce a stern mic presence
Only watching people die and horses learn life lessons
Drive at three AM to go where my attention call
Cop a fight with Mothman on the road to the convention hall
start the car again once I bruise a test flow
And shove the winged horse back down Medusa’s neckhole
Quit offering, get higher in the forest on placebo
While I satisfy libido, thoraces of mi-go
Or changelings, I guess, whatever, they ain’t pegasus
You wanna be positive, you can give me some A negative
That’d be great, also stop defending from me in heaven
I’m not a threat, I’m just pretending like I’m Sin7ven
But I can cut out cus I’m ace with the cardboard
A pale arm floating in the lake with a large sword
Victim swim away when they guess that I ain’t Nimue
But won’t know who to call upon distressed inside Y’ha N’thlai
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Overthought, underhanded
Side to side to guide I'm lying candid
I know it's not your card, but
They never pick it and I like seeing hearts
Seeing stars, freedom chars
Seeing being's meaning's seeming hard
You make gossip, but I do find, the
Bouquet blossoms from a blue mind, you're too kind
Pull it out your ear and sell it off for twenty bits
Money, glitz, sunny sits, funny kids.
Pull the cart away in sailin weather
Laid with treasure, blaze ahead on paper ledgers
Playful vendor, bathe in splendor, same agenda, same attenders
Stay together, they remember caped pretender's age in center
And how the words went:
Lullaby of Lulamoon's-shine
Loving eyes on stupidproof nights
Fireworks against a kinda terse
Line of bursts clouds occluding the noon sky
I always show the varnish in my station
Shiny spells, tarnished reputation
Wheeling with embellishments,
And warlock dresser skeletons, elements.
Isolation feeling off and stodgy
But doctor, I am Pagliacci
I may be powerful and great-hearted,
But not nearly as renowned as an escape artist
Backstage with the last goodbye
Yes, I’m like this all the time
Why’d you ask, unless the task
You seek's to be a friend of mine?
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I stamp on squad offers like I’m wearing clodhoppers
Even when I wanna make friends - flawed author
Most people need a gobstopper, but they’re not bothered
And now I’m here on odd blotters as their godfather.
Each new summer gotta pounce or break the news to them
Newcomers askin what I slouch for - Jerusalem
A fisher artist you know Hellebore’s a great thing
Less Mr. Arthur more like Pellinore the Maimed King
Still Pendragon, cause ruin broad and bite the lines
And learn to go Welsh, rwy’n siarad iaith y ddraig.
Pluripotent talents nestled in my party tricks
Observe the ocean balance, then I spit with hardy wit
But no one’s even here to inspect when I make noise
Seven-headed, ten horns effect makes a lame choice
Nothing comes inside but the tame voice of past birds
Some days I want to shout James Joyce’s last words
But just the thought is enough of a tragic vision
And I got seven hours practice - Magic isn’t
Add fame and I’m quotable, honest and snotty
A rap game less approachable Thomas Ligotti
But more ominous and defense is a poxy sword drawn
Postmodernist intelligentsia - oxymoron
Autodidact with sfumato in his awful flow
Some days I try to make gelato and it’s rocky road.
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In high school, I swam home through a dense moat
Seeing clouds above me turning gamboge in my trenchcoat
Not much for /fa/, preoccupied by FAI
In strange eons you’ll find even death may die
Don’t say you understand me, bake you with allspice
I take the fall nice, cus NASA helped me fake the landing
Mystic to-night, I plant the runes of Solomon
For cats who chew on pipes and understand the moon’s a hologram
But why embark upon the walk to find Unknown Kadath
I do it for people on Earth somewhere who would’ve laughed
I do it for the artists getting hid in the mist
You know most people don’t get to exist, I’m pissed
I do it for the redhaired girl in the purple dress
Who no one sees ‘cept for me in my journals kept
Now the bloody month is over and eve is past
And it’s high time I tried a nice reprieve from rap
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